.Friday, August 9, 2013 @ 12:08 AM Y
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Hello blog once again.. ;)
So.. it has been a while, and there are a lot of things which happened during the past 3 years that I've been away.
Hmmm...ok let's take a look at the Wishlist shall we?
I already obtained a driving license - checked
Graduated from TP - checked
I am currently in NIE/NTU - checked
Alhamdulillah...
I was a contract teacher for 2 years in East Coast Primary, before my admission to NIE. So ive had the wonderful and unforgettable chance of experiencing what it's like being a teacher. However im not yet a full fledge teacher, until my graduation. So half checked I guess? And...Insyallah one day a lecturer? Amin.
So have I met the one? Nope not yet. Ive stopped searching or waiting actually. I feel that there are more important things in life to focus on rather than worrying about that issue. Unfortunately mum has started asking questions about it - and I know she wants me to get one soon, but apa kan daya Allah belum temukan jodoh. Insyallah it'll come at the right place and the right time. I'll just have to stop thinking about the fact that my friends are all getting hitched one by one.
Life is full of uncertainties and surprises. Things come when you least expect it- be it love, opportunity, success or happiness. Ive learnt not to worry too much about the little things but to love myself and those around me while I still can.
I am grateful for the good and bad experiences which I went through during the past few years. It has been really hard and difficult for me. At times I would just break down and cry thinking of the things that happen. Then there were times where I felt unimportant and wonder what is the reason for me to be here in this world. What purpose do I serve? Am I of anything significant?
Then it came to me. Back to basics. The only reason why im here in this world is to submit myself to God and await for the transition to the hereafter. I remember hearing this from many Islamic lecturers who reiterate the phrase over and over again to those who are in search of happiness and fulfillment.
Being someone who thinks and worry too much for her own good, this makes things much easier for me. Erase all the negative thoughts and concerns about the present and future; love yourself, your family, friends and Allah. Life would be much meaningful and simpler if I change my perception of Life and its purpose.
Insyallah, Allah will guide me through this.
.Friday, May 21, 2010 @ 12:34 AM Y
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Finally i graduated from TP...
HAH!
after 3 freakin years..im out of that place..
okay i think im being a little pessimistic here.
Guess it wasnt so bad.. poly life wasnt that great, but wasnt that bad either..
I kinda miss it somehow..
Now that im out, seriously ive no sense of where im going to do...lol
applied for NIE/NTU BA/BSc but got rejected aft interview.. seriously??!!
I got the most uptight and fierce looking interviewers.
NO WONDER.. what luck..=X
its kinda depressing actually.
I seriously feel like REJECT.
But nah, i'll try again next yr Feb.. dont care how long it takes, bottomline is im gg to be a teacher.
Much better than working in a lab.. i just cant breathe in there! lol
And oh, not forgetting the tons of weddings i have to attend to next 2 wks!
Time seems to fly past so fast.. seems like all my close cousins r getting married.
If my 'calculations' r correct i'll be the only 'young adult' kinda person left single by next yr..
thats a freakin downer..
Im not even attached.. its gonna be along road before i get to be in their position!
haixx...It must be so sweeeet.. *.*
lol
Alritey enough of day dreaming and wishful thinking.
I think i'll last the whole night thinking abt it..HAHA
Bye Bye peeeps..
Take care
.Wednesday, December 30, 2009 @ 8:54 PM Y
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Sometimes i just dont understand myself..
Recently ive been feeling and acting really wierd..
Ive no idea why im like this.. =(
Nope, not PMS..
Never had PMS all my life..
Well actually i do know what it is,
BUT there's no way im revealing it publicly...
But then again, i dont know why because of this problem,
i begin to act all REALLY strange n stuff..
Anyway i dont want to bother about that anymore...
Time will heal everything..
So anyway, i just watched Avatar in 3D last week..
and oh my god it was AWESOME!!
The 3D effect made it ten- if not hundred - times better..
This is THE movie to watch if u really want a good 3D experience..
Watching 'The Fourth Kind' soon...
not really sure abt the movie though.
Something about Supernatural /ET / UFOs..
i doubt it would be scary, though many people say it was..
Just like Paranormal Activity,
which almost everybody said was the most scariest movie of all time..
So i went to experience it myself... and hell yeah it was a record breaker..
Its like - The most boring movie of all time !!!
Seriously, the movie is VERY boring..VERY VERY draggy and slow..
its just the night scenes that had alot of suspense..
but then nothing great really happens after that..
Just knocking sounds, moving doors and thats it..
I guess this movie, likewise the very similar Blair Witch Project,
dont give the type of scares that really freak me out..
Some other movies do though - like Shutter (veeeerrry scary)..
Despite all that i guess watching The Fourth Kind will be nice..
since ive always loved UFO and ET kinda stuff..haha
Oh wait now, i just remembered...
i have alot of things to do this weekend.
OMG seriously alot!!
And none of it is fun....
They're all projects and reports and tests to study for!
Uh-oh..
There goes my weekend....
Aaargh...im doomed..
One more thing i just remembered,
i volunteered to participate in TP Open house next week...didnt I?
How could ive forgotten!!
NOW im officially doomed.
I TOTALLY have no time to study for tests next week.
I feel like dropping dead right now..=X
Wait, no i cant do that..
Urrgh...i guess ive to go and meditate
and clear my mind from all these pessimistic thoughts..=(
Think positive, think positive!
Alright now, i know what to do..
i guess i know how to clear my mind and think positive.
My guilty pleasure - Spongebob Squarepants..!! coming up in 15 minutes time..!!!
Now THAT never fail me..
ALWAYS make me cheer up and 'THINK HAPPY'! hehehe..
Guess im done for now...
haha..
Nitey nite..
! ;D.Friday, December 4, 2009 @ 11:14 PM Y
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Okay Okay, emo aside...
haha
Anyway, feeling a little better today..
Went sch at 5pm (pathetic rite?) to hand in some work and met up with someone to have dinner!
Actually i got some other plans but nah, i'll make time for it later.
For the past 1 week ive been sooo sick..
even my mom and brother were sick..sob2
BUT you know whats the good thing?
I took 2 days mc on Mon and Tue,
then on Tue night i asked around what time do i have to report to sch on Wed.
And whoaaaaa i was shocked at the replies..
''Huh??No school from Wed to Fri lah...''
Really??!!
So that means im not going school for 1 whole week?
Best nyyyeeeeer!!!
Hahahah =D
BUT tooo much of a good thing is in fact not at all good...
Coz now im like a bored to death person at home with nothing to do..
Glad i have to go sch today to hand in stuff - at least i could get out of my house..
Anyways i got a youtube crush now..haha!!
Well its not something new though, its been pretty long since i watched his videos..
Yeah i know some ppl say he's not that gd- looking and stuff like that..
But to me he's just freaking awesome!
To me He's soo handsome (emphasize on ''TO ME'') ,
and he's so consistent in doing his project365 -
Coz now im like a bored to death person at home with nothing to do..
Glad i have to go sch today to hand in stuff - at least i could get out of my house..
Anyways i got a youtube crush now..haha!!
Well its not something new though, its been pretty long since i watched his videos..
Yeah i know some ppl say he's not that gd- looking and stuff like that..
But to me he's just freaking awesome!
To me He's soo handsome (emphasize on ''TO ME'') ,
and he's so consistent in doing his project365 -
he's making 1 video every single day for a year..
and he's reaching the end very soon..
He's on day 337 now..
a few more days to go!! Keep it up!!
I sooo admire his perseverance..if thats what u call it..haha
Seriously who would have the time to make videos every day?!
Plus he's got a job and a life..
its not like he's a stay-at-home nerd or something..
And not to mention his videos are not boring..
he always have ideas of what to do..
Yeah the videos are short..but come on, 1 video every day??
That's good enough you know..
Haha anyway here's a link to his day 337 video..
i dnw its abt sign language..
they're just random videos - sometimes lame sometimes funny.. and check out his channel too..
CLICK!!! =
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yNwnO3GXFP8&feature=sub
His name's Alex Mercado by the way..haha..
okay i know you wont really care
but well im just showing you a guy who's REALLLLLY REALLLLY my type..haha..
I can simply imagine the Malay version of him..oh god how i wish..lol
It might be someone of a mixed race (like Indian/Malay/Arab) or something like that...
His face and features fits into that category...
Wonder if i can find someone who looks exactly/ similar to him here...
haixx.. wishful thinking..
Hahaha..alright now.. gotta go sleep!!
Dont know why i feel so sleepy when its still early..
See ya..takecare =D
